All that happens has its own wisdom. Wisdom is simply beautiful which can heal the wounds of the heart. Rays of light will come without us realizing it. Be assured that God will not give the trials and tests his servants servants beyond itself. We may be able to give forgiveness on every mistake, but it may be impossible to forget. Patutu What we do is provide an opportunity, to make things as learned and prayed. Remember, we have God is the best place for us to complain and hope. He will not let us down. Surrender completely to God, Allah knows what is best for us